Some days…

28 Oct

I wonder if it’s really worth it. I know that it is. I know that this is just the first year adjustment, and really getting to know who the other is. However, somedays, I honestly want to throw in the towel, real talk. Then I think…at the end of the day, will I still love him? Yes. Will this seem like it was really worth separating over 5 years, or 5 months even, from now? No. Does that make it hurt any less? No. So right now I’m choosing to stick it out, go silently within myself, and ask God for a little more peace, joy, and quiet.



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